theleiaskywalker: “You know, long as I was at …

theleiaskywalker:

“You know, long as I was at war,
you know, I never thought about, uh, what would happen next. What I was
gonna do when it was over. But I guess that’s it, you know. I think that
might be the hardest part, the silence. The silence when the gunfire
ends. How do you live in that? I guess that’s what
you’re trying to figure out, huh? It’s what you guys are doing. You’re
working on it. I respect that. I just, um… If you’re gonna look at
yourself really look in the mirror, you gotta, yeah, you gotta admit who
you are. But not just to yourself, you gotta admit it to everybody
else. First time as long as I can remember I don’t have a war to fight. I
guess if I have to be honest, I just… I’m scared.“